Mirror's Truth

I gaze into my mirror
At a face so pale
Eyes so blue
And hair so red
But what moves me so 
Is the bags under those baby blues
I haven't been sleeping lately
Too preoccupied with entertaining old ghosts
To sleep
My thoughts haunt me
As they always have
Even more than ever
Now that is forever
To seek the truth
With the one I love by my side
That is the hardest thing in the world for me
Truth is as subjective as our perception of it.
And the truth is
I love him
But cannot tell him
That would destroy everything 
We've worked so hard for.
If the shadowy figures responsible 
For this conspiracy were to find out
They would use it to their advantage
And separate us
I couldn't deal with that
And I would walk away
Because I love him.