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I have been dreaming again of days gone by
Even though I know there's more than meets the eye.
It's silly to think I once thought I'd touch the sky.
I'm not sure what I was even thinking

Remember staring up at the sun unblinking?
Remember watching the guys and winking?
All I remember is lots of drinking
That's why there're in my memory many holes...

If there's one thing I've learned from the dead sea scrolls
Is that the bridges of Life takes many tolls
And I haven't yet begun to meet my goals.
Ah, what's the use of even trying?

I won't be one of those in business vying
I just hope I won't with the losers be tying
All I know is that to life there is nothing underlying
It's so depressing I won't even bother to cry.