Dear Diary, Today I did the stupidest thing in the history of the world. Well, maybe not the world. The universe. I screwed over someone I love for something my hormones told me to do. And now I regret it. Frell. I should've known this would happen. We should've known this would happen. My brain forgets to think. If it remembers, it forgets to tell me. And if it remembers that, I forget to listen. Frell. I should've been an elephant. Frell. It shouldn't have felt so right when it was so wrong. It shouldn't have been in the first place. Frell. I should have a time machine. I don't think I'd go to the future but I would go to the past. Maybe to fix it so I was never born. Maybe. Frell. Shouldn't the world be better off without me anyway?