Laments of ire, two, three, one down china doll faces. There is nothing more for them. There is nothing more for me. I shake in my skin, the carrot of a future dangled before me and yanked away. The pain is there, in the lakes of blue that serve as your eyes. Orange still hangs before you, but it is only a reminder of what you cannot have. Me. Frozen rain chokes my lungs; tears of stone and geez, it's just a little nosebleed. It'll stop soon enough... Just put your blinders on, it'll stop. Before I forget your blue and the cold left by this invisible rebellion overwhelms me, just one more thing: silly rabbit, carrots are for the healthy. Search the forever skies, hidden within my irises and find, never, an indication of remorse. Do they hurt you anymore, parasites of that future dangled in front of us and cut down with one fell swoop of the seagull's wing? They seem to have forgotten me, favouring instead the other larvae who squirm their pathways through my veins.