For once in my life
I feel I have no purpose
I have felt death
Experienced life
But never before have I felt this way
Nothing is still nothing
Though some they try to make it something
ANd now the rain falls
And I crawl under the desk
Trying desperately to hide my ashamed face
I flee the demons within
Retreating to one place in my mind where they can't find me
I only hope to find myself
ANd staring into the sun directly
I see the light's not all there...