Don't forgive me
when I can't say I'm sorry.
I can't stand to be forgiven
anymore.
It makes me feel like
I've done something wrong
when my only sin was 
to be me.
And so you think you hate me.
Maybe you do.
Fuck you.
What the hell kind of difference
does it make to me
anymore?
You're the one who blocked me,
built my walls up ever
higher.
You're the one who can't even look at me.
Fuck you.
I'm not sorry.
I'm not sorry 
that I don't need you
anymore.
It's very liberating
to be not forgiven.