I have died a thousand deaths and still not lived a single life until you came along and showed me how to believe. And now that I have earned this capacity for faith -now that we've grown together physically, emotionally, spiritually- now you ask me The Question. "If you could go back and do it all again, how much would you change?" Thinking for a moment I remember the times before and all the times after and get lost in the different worlds. You mistake my pause for hesitation and ask The Question again. "Answer me truthfully, dear queen. If you could go back and do it all again-" "I wouldn't change a day. I had died a thousand deaths yet not lived a single time before you entered my life, enriching it with your presence. For that I thank you." Our spirits smile and I repeat once again, "I wouldn't change a day."